WATCH OUT FOR THE BROWNIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BAD WEEK FOR ME. I HAVE GONE THROUGH MANY UPS AND DOWNS. AND TRUTHFULLY I DONT KNOW WHY. MONDAY NIGHT I GOT TO WATCH THE MADE TO CRAVE WEBCAST AND THAT WAS VERY GOOD. I FOLLOWED UP ON TUES WITH BIGGEST LOSER. AFTER WATCHING BOTH I HAVE FELT VERY EMPOWERED AS LYSA WOULD SAY. BUT THEN AT THE SAME TIME I HAVE CRAVED COKES AND CHOCOLATE SO BAD. AND I HAVE TO SAY THAT I BEAT THE SODAS BUT THE CHOCOLATE WON. I ATE LOTS OF BROWNIES YESTERDAY. I KNEW THAT I WAS MAKING A MISTAKE THE WHOLE TIME THAT I WAS EATING THEM. I DONT THINK THAT I HAD A REASON FOR EATING THEM OTHER THAN THEY JUST TASTED SO GOOD. BUT I KNOW THAT THE MAJOR REASON WAS THAT I WAS NOT PREPARED AND SO I CAVED. I DID NOT PLAN SO I PLANED TO FAIL. I ALSO KNOW THAT MY TIME WITH THE LORD THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SLIM TO NONE WHICH I AM SURE ADDS TO A LOT OF MY MIXED EMOTIONS. SO TODAY IS A NEW DAY.

WE ARE GOING SHOPPING THIS WEEKEND FOR A NEW COMPUTER SO I AM EXCITED ABOUT THAT. I CANT DECIDE WHAT I WANT TO GET. I REALLY WANT A DELL IF I CAN AFFORD IT. WE SHALL SEE.

DAD IS STILL WAKING UP WITH HEADACHES. LAST WEEKEND REALLY WORE HIM OUT. HE SLEPT A LOT ON SUNDAY AND MONDAY. BUT MOM SAID THAT HE WAS AWAKE MOST OF TUES AND WEDNESDAY. THIS WEEK WE ARE GOING OUT THERE ON SAT NIGHT TO SEE THEM. WE WANT TO COOK A MEAL FOR THEM FOR THEIR ANIVERSARY. WE WILL PROBABLY TAKE MOM FLOWERS ALSO. TRISHA WAS ABLE TO PICK UP A GIFT FOR MOM FROM DAD. I WAS THANKFUL FOR HER HELP. AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE IT. I REALLY HOPE THAT SHE LOVES IT.

WELL BETTER GET GOING. SO HAPPY THAT I GET TO SPEND THE WHOLE DAY WITH MY TWO FAVORITE PEOPLE TODAY.