So it has been a while since my last blog. Life has been crazy as usual. Dad is doing good. I have been struggling though for the last week or so. I can't really explain what is going on. I have been having issueS with my eye twitching so i know that i am overly tired. So you know that when you say that you are not going to do something it makes you want to do it more. Well that has been my case with eating out lately. Seems like everyday is more and more of a challenge. But I know that I will get there. My exercise lately has been pretty hit and miss. I know that I need to but things are hectic and thus helps me to make excuses. But today is a new day. Work is crazy too. We are way slammed. Michele just quit and we are training two new ones. Overtime is available and that is good cause something is wrong with my car. Hopefully it wont cost a fortune to fix.

On a positive note things with God are going good. This weekend Matt and I talked and decided that we are really to lead a lifehouse (small group) at our church. I am really nervous but I am really excited at the same time. I struggle so much with not feeling confidence in my faith. I know that makes not since to those of you that know me well. Yes I am the one that went to a christian school and have a degree in Religious Education. But I think that for me it is more about the relational aspects of something like this. Worrying if people will like me. If my house will be big, clean and good enough. So we are going to take the challenge and see what happens.

Last night I started working through the participant guide that goes along with the Made to Crave video and book. I realize how bad my situation is. But I can overcome with help from my friends and family and most importantly God.